boil 'em mash 'em stick 'em in a stew!

the shit that happens to this one let me tell ya!!!
Christmas was good. I hung out with my parents, got a digi video camera, thought a boy liked me, and it was lovely. Then I had the most amazing new years...AMAZING. And then I come back to SK. This boy met me at the bus stop with my friend to pick me up and he is SO damn confusing. Seriously. I had an intense week though and I guess he decided to back off a bit and let me live my life...which was nice. But then on Friday he decided he wanted to take someone home with him...anyways.
This past week I got into a huge fight with my ma on the phone - which SUCKS - about school and such and moving out and going to Moose Jaw instead of Caronport. Right then I got an e-mel from my school saying you failed a class, you can't come back, and we hate you. Maybe they don't hate me, but at the time it seemed that way. SO I moved myself into Moose Jaw with my friend and I have been here ever since...just hangin out and finding out this boy is a butt.
Then on Friday night I get a text from my best friend from home in MB saying that she hates me b/c she heard these rumours about me and she believed them. It's a LONG story, but let me just say I didnt' do anything. It looks bad, and I look guilty, but I didn't do anything.
Tonight my other roommate came over to pick up her cat and brought my two neighbours with her. I cried b/c I was so lonely and unhappy and tired and bored and I just wanted my friends to be with me, and they came and they left....
So now I find out tomorrow if I get the job I had an interview for, and if I don't then I keep looking hard and maybe I'll have to stay here. I really want to go back...last semester was FUN, and with me working I can just go hang out and have fun and not worry about homework and stuff.
The whole past few days has just made me want to scream, and cuss and kick things, and there's way more to these stories than I can say...just know that my life? It's a mess, and things like this always happen to me. BUT I still always end up ok. With or without a best friend.