life.

isn't it beautiful? isn't life just beautiful? i heard a song just now from that shrek movie called alleluia, and i hadn't heard it since my best friends funeral last year, and now im all sad. it's not a hopeless sad though, i just miss him. but it makes me remember that life is a treat, and that there's something else beyond this and even though we can't see it or even begin to fathom it, its' there, and i need to always remember that. life isa gift. from God. i take it for granted SO much and i always just dont care or i do my own thing, or i at least just want to. i am sure most oxygen-breathing humans do that. we all struggle with something. some kind of temptation or some kind of addiction. the hardest thing i've ever had to do in my whole life was choose to follow God, and that's b/c his enemy didn't want me to. badly. obviously there's some kind of reality there. anyways, i'm going to go help a friend do something now, but just remember who put you here and why you were put here, and focus on the life to come. amen.