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hey...I wrote a few songs this week...wanna "hear" them?


(first one...)
There is more to my heart than this
And there is more to my life than this
There is more to my self than this
I just don’t know where to find it [look]

The sun comes up and the moon goes down
As the days go by I wonder what this life is about – The same thing
Everyday nothing to change I just want a new point of view
There’s got to be something else in this world to live for something new

I never thought that I would go so far from you
I don’t know where my life is going now going to - Where are you
When I need you most I feel so alone
I try to get by everyday on my own I need more

Life passes by
No time to ask why
Life just goes on
Without saying goodbye

(next one...)
What if life went my way and I could find happiness today
What if life’s not so bad one day would it make the others fade away
What if I smiled today would it wipe all of my tears away
And what if I tried today to make my life worth living

What if time would stand still for you
Would you look around and see what you’ve become
What if time would stand still for you
Would you regret everything you have done

What if there is love that is real and true
What if you see it and it scares the hell out of you
What if I ran away would it be the same tonight
What if I died today would it make everything all right

What if life is only as hard as you make it
What if life is one big lie would you still fake it

(and then...)
There’s nothing real here anymore
There’s nothing I can look for
If there is I don’t know where to find you
Show me something real

I need something to hang onto
Like everyone else in the world
What do they have that I don’t
Where is this hope

Where is this real smile
Where is this relief
Where is this genuine love
Where are you

The silence just adds to my frustration
With who I am who I’ve become
Who I try to be who I’m not
Where have I gone

Why can’t I find this peace
Why am I so sad underneath
All I am and all I try to be is not enough for me

neat hey...any thoughts?